Microsoft 365 features that help users manage their subscriptions, account settings, and billing information.
i've found the account i am using for the subscriptions, but when i log in the microsoft with the email i have purchased history. it says that i dont have subscriptions. it says "No Microsoft 365 Subscription"
At https://account.microsoft.com/services , do you see an entry for Office 2019? Typically, one-time purchase licenses are listed below any subscription product.
Office 2019 is a rather old version by now. If you see it in your account, you can install it, but you may need assistance with activation. See https://support.microsoft.com/en-us/windows/activation/activate-microsoft-perpetual-products-using-the-product-activation-portal .